aigoo. it's been weeks since i last wrote something in here. been terribly busy with works (yes, i know balik balik alasan yang sama kan but what to do, kata kuli). hmm i was having quite a hard time at this moment. the workload has been killing my mood for days. siap berjujuran airmata kot sebab tension. over acting pulak kan. no lah, takdelah berjujuran airmata cuma bergenang je kot. haha. boleh bayangkan tak perasaan orang yang sangat tensiooooooonnnn tapi nak jerit tak boleh sebab dalam office so in the end, hanya mampu menangis je. geez, teringat masa tension buat coding dulu sampai nangis-nangis. tapi bezanya dulu masa buat coding at least ada someone to talk to or ada geng yang boleh pujuk and ada some people to cheer me up but now, i had no one to rely on at the office. or someone i could talk to. well, maybe there's a few that i could talk to but do they understand what i feel? that, i did not know.
kadang-kadang rasa macam...do i have to lead this working life for another 30 freaking years before i can retire? damn! tak sampai setahun pun kerja ni tapi saya dah rasa penat ya amat. eh kenapa saya membebel kat photoblog ni padahal ada personal blog. haha. suka hati cik bedahlah kan, tiba-tiba terasa nak update kat sini. ;p
my tomok - well, nama kucing ni tommy, tapi dia sangat gumuk so kami bagi nama glamz kat dia. hehe. janganlah kecik hati pulak ek peminat tomok. ceh tetiba. hehe. anyway this fella has been the one who cheered me up when i'm down. sebab boleh lambung-lambung dia. kacau dia tidur. pastu acah-acah macam main dengan baby. macho kan dia. tapi dia gegirl sebenarnya. masa dia kecik ingatkan jantan tu yang terbagi nama tommy. hehe.
well, i'll be going for a short-trip to Singapore (insyaAllah) at the end of this month for that much-awaited holiday. dapat photography job from norfa tapi sayang, terpaksa turned down. sebab tarikh engagement dia clash dengan my Singapore trip. sayang sangat sayang sangat. ezzan sebenarnya nak sangat tau norfa job ni. huhu. tapi maybe bukan rezeki ezzan kan. takpe takpe. selamat bertunang norfa!
*memang tajuk takde motif. haha.
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